Day Out...

Ughh... Feeling very tired. Went out nearly the whole day. Feet hurt. We went to watch a movie. Orphan. Creepy.

Anyway it was planed like this.
Who's going?
Me, Audrey, Kimberly and Joel
What time?
11.30 a.m.
What show?
Orphan

Which turned out like this.
Who's going?
Me, Audrey, Joel and his friend
What time?
All came at different time
What show?
Thank goodness it was orphan

Anyway, my sister and I arrived at Coffee Bean at 11.33 a.m.. She wouldn't wait in there cause she thought you had to buy something to sit in there. So, I'm not the one that argues. I just follow her. Then 11.40 a.m., Audrey came. We stood in front of speedy and watched Barbie and The Three Musketeers. So childish, I know. A little later, Joel came with his friend. Last time, I never really got close to Joel to know that he was 10 cm taller than me. I was the shortest of the lot.

We had KFC for lunch. Audrey shared with me. She din't even eat much. Bad Audrey. I din't finish it though. I don't think next time KFC is a good idea. Ugh.. feel sick talking about it (Sorry). Then Basil came and my sister left. I texted her as soon as she left. "Help me". I know, stupid. But I was my ussual self. Nervous. The movie was 1.15p.m.. We bought the tickets at around 1.12 p.m. or something. It was free sitting. So we went up. Found our seets, sat down. After about 3 miniuts, the show started. Well, not techniclly the show. There were some other trailers. 2012, District 9. I think that's it. Before the real show started, Joel asked me:" How are you feeling now?" "Scared" was my reply.

The beggining of the movie was already scary. To me I mean. And next time, when a movie says 18+, it means 18+. It was a little rude honestly. And scary. Let's not forget that. During the movie, a feeling inside me wanted to hold Joel's hand. It was scary. Half way through the movie, Audrey and I needed to go to the toilet. When we came back, it was completely dark. So we stood there for a few seconds to get use to the dark.Then my Audrey used her phone to shine oue path. The show was scary. I really wanted to scream. I calmed down though. I closed my eyes a lot of times.

After the movie, Audrey got a massage from my sister saying she was at star bowl. Wow... I went in and saw them playing bowling. My sister was suppose to go archery with Basil or face the bowl ( I mean bowling ah...). She actually put the ball on teh ground and pushed it. She spared...

Then I turned around and saw Joel and his friends paying for pool. So Audrey badly wanted to go Sushi King. Then I told Joel that we were going off and we'd come back later. We ate a total of RM15 only. We went back to the bowling alley where the pool was. Turns out that was thier forth game. Joel's friend won him twice and I'm guesseing Joel doeosn't want to loose. So, I think he did really cool moves, if you could call them. Playing with the stick behind his back. Once even sitting on the table. ( Which I thaught was really hot...) shh... He better not read this. In the end, they got a fair game. 2:2. Then we took another walk and on. Then I reminded him about the present I owe him for his birthday and vice versa. So, we went around aimlessly. I seriously din't know what to get him. Then he suggested a leather wallet. I was blured out. Then he told me a fake one. Then we went to Super Save. On the way there, I really wanted to hold his hand. Darn my evil side!!!

Then , I found Joel and his friend at The Arcade. Then we left and all that. By the time it was 5.45 or something. My sister said it was time to go so I just obey her. Joel suggested we wait at Coffee Bean. And my sister was thinking why we were not talking and all that. So she waited outside. I t felt so much more free.

Well, that's probebly as much as I can remember during the day. I had a great time. Especially cause...shh...

That's all folks.....................

Why is it so complicated?

I can't believe it. My life is so hard to understand. Why is it that I am able to like several people at the same time? That is one of the bad things I hate about myself.

During the August Holiday, Elijah told me he liked me since last year. Which I kindda found out already. Since then, the devil side of me came out. I started to like him. He'd call me Nessie, Luv, V etc. etc. etc.. I really liked him. But since the facebook quiz, i got 'lust' as one of the seven deadly sins. So i think it's just lust. Or as Joel would say, infatuation.

I hate liking someone. It's hard to understand why there's something called mating. I know that I don't love him. But the devilish side just wants to take over. What am I gonna do?

During the mooncake season, I'm buying mooncakes for Aaron. Not Elijah. That's the right choice. I think. Why is so hard to understand this love? I think I might write a song. If you can help me, please do.....