I can't believe it. My life is so hard to understand. Why is it that I am able to like several people at the same time? That is one of the bad things I hate about myself.
During the August Holiday, Elijah told me he liked me since last year. Which I kindda found out already. Since then, the devil side of me came out. I started to like him. He'd call me Nessie, Luv, V etc. etc. etc.. I really liked him. But since the facebook quiz, i got 'lust' as one of the seven deadly sins. So i think it's just lust. Or as Joel would say, infatuation.
I hate liking someone. It's hard to understand why there's something called mating. I know that I don't love him. But the devilish side just wants to take over. What am I gonna do?
During the mooncake season, I'm buying mooncakes for Aaron. Not Elijah. That's the right choice. I think. Why is so hard to understand this love? I think I might write a song. If you can help me, please do.....
Sep 21, 2009
Why is it so complicated?
Posted by Secrets of life at 10:46:00 PM
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